30th March 2010

30th March 2010..

        "फलक को चाह है जहाँ बिजलियाँ गिरानेकी, हमें भी जिद हैं वहीँ आशियाँ बनाने की.. "
That is what I'm feeling now..my life was very straight forword, was going for the job everyday morning, was doing my job without taking much pressure.. life was just like a cakewalk for me.. But I wasn't happy with this cakewalk.. I always had the feeling that someone is controlling my life.. I wasn't mine..I was one of the heads in the mob.. But I always wanted to be the head of a mob.. I want to be a leader..Thats why I have chosen this tough looking way..
         This toughlooking way can be passed only after a hardwork & hardwork.. If someone takes review of my present conditions, he will find nothing hopefull.. but I am very optimistic ( not only optimistic, but confident!) about my future.. "Failure" may be my best friend now, but this best friend will give me an unmatched power to climb the ladder of success..!
         huh! Lots of lecture in the start..! come on.. I'm not a person who shows all of his tensions on his face..! (though many will not agree!) when I was loughing loudly to a joke once, someone said, why are u crying..!:) .. just kidding..
         Oh.. I forgot.. I'm here to write about my day, not for foolish things written above..! So.. here is my day............................................................

 Did u find something..? nothing na..? ya..my day was nothing special.. after days review, I put my right hand on my heart n said..."Bhaiyya All Is Well..!!"..:) u can guess how it could have been...

29th March 2010...

        Today, I went to Chakan to find labour sources.. labour contractor is the most cunning animal on this earth..! of course,with my experience in construction field I'm saying this.. I had to travel a lot under a really hot sun..but u know, when I was doing this same thing when I was employee somewhere, It was really a boring & time wasting work for me.. but as of now, this work (finding resources offcourse!) is on VIP list on my everyday routine..thats how things changes..

       As expected, I was made fool by the labour contracors 2day also.. whooh! no one followed his commitment.. & I'm really in a great need of a particular Labour Agency.. God knows when & which contractor will show me a mercy..! What only I can do is control my anger & again talk sweetly(!) & softly(!) with the same contractors, & to make them agree to meet me...

       Aaah! This business is all about management! at every moment, u have to manage something.. sometimes a client, sometimes a contractor, sometimes ( most of the times!) a Time..! after everyday, i feel like my head is splitting..may be after a certain period, I'll not feel like this..

      My Firm's registration is still pending..hope it will be confirmed in next month...

by the way, I heard a beautiful song 2day..."Mile sur mera tumhara.. toh sur bane hamara.." a beautifull song....!!