The Different Things.. Which can make difference in life....

         I was thinking since many days.. what will happen if every individual can do the things he likes to do.. Certainly this world will not be the same.. because many of us are doing things which they don't like to do.. but leave it, I'm not any kind of  pandit to comment on this world.. I should talk about myself.. may be... but manytimes I like to talk about this world which does not cares what I think..

         This world is constructed so badly, that if I start to do the things which I like, it will not earn me any kind of bread n butter. hence I'm doing the things which are earning me some money .. I know, more or less these things are happening to every individual.. there are very few people who did the things they like, & they are called the legends today.. but still this world measures success through the scale of money! wait wait, no one should think that I'm not having money, hence i'm saying this, no..not at all.. I'm earning good money in my ..on the scale of success measured by this world, I can certainly be said the best..

       But I'm doing all this only to servive in this world.. I'm making up my mind every single morning to do my work..if I start doing the work which I like, it will not earn me a single money.. but I'm trying  to evaluate solution on this, at a certain phase of my life, I'll certainly spend my life in the things I like..till then I want to earn so much money that remaining life of me & my family will go smooth..actually much much smoother.

       On the scale of money, I'm ambitious to the limit.. should I explore the field I want to work in..? I don't know.. but I want to work for orphans.. very deep from my heart.. & definatly I want to work for our great country, which is suffering with corruption problem..corruption has become the mandetory system of working in our country.. I'll work with my everything to reduce corruption.. & there are so many such things..  God knows, what I will be able to do..for me, god will come on earth if I could do these things..& there is no place exists named 'heaven'..

       but what so funny is that at present I can not find time to think on these things.. this world can term me mad, if I do such things except concentrating on my career( which can earn me lots of money)..& offcourse no one will feed my family except me.. to have this world at your end, you have to show them the money..that is what I'm doing at present..

        No Guts, No Glory..!

    

Beautiful people..

What is life..? I'm not gonna go deep to find its answer..What makes our life beautiful is the beautiful people we met.. Do I believe in god...? I dont know, but when it comes to beautiful people of my life, I can surely say, I'm gifted..!!  Yes, I met some beautiful personalities in my life, who knowingly & unknowingly changed my life..but it hurts to accept the reality that sometimes we have to move on leaving those beautiful personalities behind..but thats the life & though we have to left them, their memories & impact will always stay with us.. & who knows, when in future, if we accidently meet that personality, that moment will might be the best of our life..in my case, I'm optimistic...
         In my school, I was gifted with one lecturer, who tought us english from 7th to 10th.. He was our PT teacher also..He, I dont know why, but selected me as his best studant of that time..I was an ordinary studant, but his golden touch made me glitterring all the time in school...he changed my shy nature  & whatever little english I can talk today is due to all his mercy..He worked on me for 24 hours.. I'll always be gratefull to him.. but what is hurting me is I have no contact left with him as I passed my 10th exam..its been 11 years period..
         He was my hero in my school days, but not just him, there are few more people who strenghtened me mentally.. who made me strong since my college days to till now.. some gave me pure love.. still ready to give everything for me..my friends.. my sisters.. without them I can not even stand on my feets even today..
what I like the most in few of  my friends is the purity they are giving to me.. & if someone like me, is gifted with this kind of purity in relation of any type, why shouldent I consider myself the luckiest one..?
         But the most hurting part comes when I have to leave someone behind.. Process of  leaving behind happens very obviously..& the moment is the toughest one, when u understand that u are losing someone who u respect the most as a friend.. Losing respected friend is very tough to accept..
         hushh.. this may be the mandetory part of life.. Life makes u to accept those things with wich u may not be comfertable.. but always  be strong to face this becoz, u're not the only who has to face this..
         Or may be.. I have one gud idea.. why don't we make understand  those beautiful people that how much beautiful they are for us..? I have made such attempt in one case.. & I'm confident that instead of losing that friend, though may not be able to be in regular touch, we will be now friends forever...

My India...

How & when... these are two questions india is facing in every field.. yet we are finding answers.. we are the biggest democracy in the world.. we should feel proud of this. Democracy means every person has same rights to express his thoughts.. But does it mean that he should express it through violence again & again? if he is doing so, He will be declared as the enemy of the nation, & will be treated accordingly.. Then I don't know why our govt. is not acting forcefully against Naxalists..?? or they care more about vote bank than our nations health.? All remaining world knows that Indian govt is always fool.. anyone can come n attack & can kill innocent people here.. what our govt will do then..? our govt will give a 'Strong' warning to those terrorist groups or to the nation promoting this.. Does this work..? yes guys, this works.. after these 'Strong' non-acting warnings, our coward politicians are praised by the 'big boss' nation.. India is also then praised by these 'big boss' nations..Ornamented with the words like-" India is very responssible country".. fuck off!! Does responsible means to keep quit after every attack on this strong nation of poor govt..?? " our patience does not mean we are week!" damn it, they know u are the weekest!! we are the most easy target for terrorists..
            Yestarday, Naxalists killed 80 odd people form CRPF..Our govt will again condemn this attack & will again pass a strong warning to naxalites..then again after some period, naxalites will again kill some 'indians' & again our Strong nation of having poor govt will again give more 'strong' warning to them.. huh..

these are the CRPF jawans killed yestarday.

when this cycle will stop...? & how..? now u read my first sentence of this blog.. we are suffered with these two questions permanantly..in every field.. so is here.. come on, we can not afford to keep these questions unanswered for long.. we have to question our govt. we have to keep follow up. we have to ask govt, why we have not taken any strong military action against these naxalites..? If our govt is trying to bring naxalites in main stream of our society, they are again proving that they are the foolest govt. in the world.. To destroy, vanish naxal moment is the only answer ...

            I know, this would not be so easy.. but its not impossible at all..

A Day without a date..

           There are so many things in our life that may not be happening in favour of us.. may not be happening as per our expectations (the same thing would have happened to those who knows the "other" meaning of a date..;-) )..but that is what life is all about.. u can not consider anything.. u have to be ready for every possibility..Can u imagine a real day having no date..? I know u would be ornamenting me wid the words like 'fool' , 'mad' etc..but may be I have seen a day without having date to it!! Don't think I'm drunk..!
           Or I'll explain little more simply... Imagine that U're going through ur mercedez on a very smooth road on one delightful morning having a cup of coffee in ur hand.. road is empty & ur driver is driving at very smooth speed.. u r just enjoying ur coffee..sittting relaxed watching outside.. but as of a sudden, unexpectedly a small speed breaker comes & it breakes ur smoothness & comfert a little bit.. u again try to sit with the same comfert ignoring that speed breaker event.. Watching outside, u again try to enjoy ur coffee.. but when the cup touches to ur lips, u goes mad, coz u can't find coffee in it..! how this happened? yes, that very small speed breaker had made u to loose ur coffee..!
            Same things are happening to everyones life.. so is wid me...don't ask what was that, coz if today that have happened to me, tomorrow it will be ur turn..so wake up n get ready to face it..
            As I have said earlier, In ur journey, losing a cup of coffee will never stop ur journey, but it certainly takes ur joy, happiness away from u..Don't u know how to smile..? come on, I will make u smile..

I'm suffered wid so many unanswered questions....so I decided to ask the most difficult & yet unanswered question to my genius friend 'Santa'.. I asked him, "Santa, tell me what will come first, chicken or egg??" he answered very happily, loughing loudly he replied, " O yaar, whatever U order first, will come first..!!" 
            Isn't he the only Genius in the world..?
Enough for 2day.. I did not gave a date to this day, B'coz I don't want to remember the date of this day.. I have lost my coffee, but my journey can not stop.........